sic
can we cast our shadows alone in the dark?
slander
My heroes of the moment:
Brittany B.
Karen Ohm
Josh Davis
Ben Gibbard
Corin Tucker
Conor Oberst
Conrad Keely
Tim Kasher
Elliott Smith
Emily Haines
Liam Lynch
Clair De Lune
James Mercer
Kevin Whelan
Sufjan Stevens
musical fodder
the white stripes
cursive
bright eyes
the blood brothers
the wrens
the unicorns
yeah yeah yeahs
the decemberists
sufjan stevens
the flaming lips
thursday
every time i die
muse
mindless self indulgence
menomena
minus the bear
john vanderslice
the mars volta
metric
the shins
...and you will know us by the trail of dead
sparta
model citizens
libel
defamation
where's alex?
cell phone: (352) 425-1762
we're not sure where he is.
he left himself long ago.
victims

Sunday, August 10, 2003

drama.

I went to my new school orientation this past Thursday night. I met a bunch of cool people, and got established with my teachers and whatnot. I also got my schedule, which included 2 open periods at the end of the day.

So I walk over to the academic advisor's office and ask him what I could do for those 2 periods. He said I could pick any of the available electives. And wouldn't you know it, drama and acting were still open.

I used to have my own TV show in Jacksonville (Small Talk), so I am more than accustomed to the idea of acting in front of a camera. Besides, I love being on stage and I love being the center of attention (who doesn't?), so this is nothing new to me.

Drama class is just an overview of the subject. Acting is where the real acting takes place. The class will perform a play twice at the end of every semester, and all students are required (I think) to participate in some form or fashion.

On Thursday night, after the main assembly in the gym was over, we ran a simulated day, with 2 minutes in between classes (as opposed to 4) and 5 minute classes (as opposed to 44). It was 8th period that I met my acting instructor, whose name escapes me now.

The first thing she gave us was summer homework.

Joy.

She says, "Welcome to acting. Have a 2 to 5 minute monologue prepared for Monday. It can be anything."

I'm thinking, "Alright, cool. No problem." The first thing that popped in my mind was my all-time favorite piece of poetry, by Steve Coleman. I've memorized it already.

I Wanna Hear a Poem

I wanna hear a poem
I wanna learn something I didn’t know
I wanna say "yes" at the end, because I'm sick of saying "so?"

I wanna hear a poem about who you are
And what you think
And why you slam
Not a poem about me and my poem
Because I know who I am

I wanna hear a love poem
A sad poem
An "I hate my dad" poem
A dream poem
An "I'm not what I seem" poem
An "I need" poem
An "I also bleed" poem
An "I'm alone" poem
An "I can't find my home" poem
I just wanna hear a poem

I wanna hear a poem about revolution
About fists raised high
And hips twisting in a rumble like a rumba
I wanna follow the footsteps of Chè
And hear the truth about the days of CIA killed the mumba

I wanna hear a poem about struggle
So that when I open my mouth, I can step outside myself
I wanna listen to no less than the sounds of protest
In the factories where workers sweat and make Air Jordans and Pro-Keds because
If you wanna take shots at people
Target Phil Knight and Bill Gates
Contemplate how
They own the products
And they got the goods
How they act like they care
But they're just Robin Hoods

I wanna hear a poem where ideas kiss similes so deeply that metaphors get jealous
Where the subject matters so much that adjectives start holding pro-noun rallies at city hall

Because I wanna hear a poem that attacks the status quo
That attracts the claps of the cats with the fattest flows
That makes the crowd pass the hat
And pack my cap with a stack of dough
I wanna hear a poem that makes this audience yell “hoooo!” (hoooo!)

Because I wanna guess your favorite color
Then craft rhyme schemes out of thin air
I wanna hear a poem about why the statute of limitations for rape is only five years
I wanna hear a poem
I wanna feel a poem
I wanna taste a poem
Give me your spot on the mic if you wanna waste a poem

I wanna
Hear
A poem


-Steve Colman, 1998 Slam Champion

I'm really looking forward, not so much to school, but to doing my little slice of slam poetry. Who knows if they've even heard of slam poetry.

They will after Monday.

and one by one, I drowned all the people I had been...


overthought at 3:04:00 PM by a hole in the world